Tuesday, December 31, 2013


Wednesday, December 11, 2013

the gift... a poem

she heard he dreamed of a better way...
so,
a stone she gave him,
she had found on the shore...
near an ocean of luv,
a pebble of hope she thought...
with which to lay foundations
in the home of peace, he hoped 2 build...
for it is said that the key to a solid home
is in its foundations ...
& she hoped he would not cast it asunder
for that would wound her very soul...
& she had heard it had been said
only he without sin should cast stones

 & no one, was every truly, without sin...
so...
 no stones should ever be cast to wound...
 although she had heard too...

that once upon another time...
a gentle, innocent child
had slain a mighty giant...
with a tiny pebble of hope...

&... also

A looking glass she gave him ...
that he could look ...
deep inside his soul ...
& see his inner strength,
his god self ...
in privacy...
& in reflections...
for in reflections humility is found...
& the warmth of the sun...
& the glow of the moon...
radiate, shine & reflect...
 from the souls of the humble...
bringing peace, comfort & love
to the world...

Saturday, December 7, 2013

THE UNNAMED MARTYRS a poem

 
The following poem I wrote in 1982 while working in Damascus Syria. It was not about Syria or Palestine, it was written after watching footage on TV news reports from the Iran Iraq war.
However I think it reflects my sentiment, which still applys today, in regard of the millions of children & young people who die in wars fighting for religious & political agenda propagated by adults, children who should not be faced with the wars & conflicts that see them killed or driven from their lands when they should be enjoying childhood & their lifes free from tyrany  & the prospect of "martyrdom" that takes their young life's & put them in graves much earlier than any child should die.

THE UNNAMED MARTYRS
         (Damascus Syria 1982)
They are the sons of martyrs
Children, they march to certain glory…
As there fathers and grandfathers before them.
They die for a cause … no longer clear
Brainwashed to die, without fear.
They say it is written, that this be the way
So, they march to they’re destiny…
Together they pray.
Thousands cry, Thousands die.
They and their forefathers …know the reasons why.
They die for religion
They die for their faith,
Too many unnamed martyrs
With unmarked graves.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

rememberance ...

It's about three years now since I made a conscious decision not to wear a poppy for remembrance, previous to that I wore one almost all year round attached to my hats, because , I don't just remember the war dead on a specific day, I remember them everyday.

 I remember those who died in battles for a cause they were told was noble & necessary for the betterment of the world ...

 I remember those who came to be the collateral damage of wars...
 the innocent civilians who died in various ways... going about their daily life's,
working, feeding their families trying to  keep them safe from harm who were blown away by random bombs or explosions or attacks by those who adhere to the extreme ideologies of whatever religious or political doctorate they choose to fight for in wars against peace, against humanity...

For in any war it is humans, humanity that looses , there is no real victor, or victorious...
 in war only profits for the profiteers who contrive the propaganda that fuels the war machine stand to gain anything.

Two years ago, when I decided to stop wearing a poppy for remembrance I made a conscious decision to wear a feather...

A strange choice some might think , as it was a feather that was used as a symbol of cowardice in past wars and given to those who were known a conscientious objector, those who refused to fight in the contrived wars of the hierarchy's for whatever reason they chose to do so.

However for me the choice of a feather was a symbolic one, for to me the feather is a symbol of spiritual connectivity,  bravery & peace.

So this year when I don't wear a poppy it is not out of disrespect to those who have died in past wars or those who continue to die, or indeed become victims, of  what for many comes to feel like the living death of the aftermath of war , or those who right now as I right this are living with the trauma & fear of war all around them everyday as they try to go about their life's , working feeding & trying to protect their children families & loved ones...

For believe me, if I can assure you of nothing else, believe this, I live my life, with those touched by the horrors of war everyday very much on my mind,
and everyday I pray for their safety & that  peace will come to them and all of us soon.


 http://www.warpaths2peacepipes.com/native-american-symbols/feathers-symbol.htm

http://www.fiercelight.org/feathers-peace

http://www.selfgrowth.com/articles/white-feathers-and-what-they-mean


in defence of RUSSEL BRAND


i'm gonna keep this fairly short...

I'v noticed in the last few weeks, since Russel Brand spoke out publicly against governments & the corporate masters who pull their strings, that Russel has become the latest "victim" of the self proclaimed Political know all's in media, with comments regarding his personal income, his past personal struggles & victory over drug addiction & indeed, just general attacks on his "ability " to comment.

http://youtu.be/lLYcn3PuTTk

http://youtu.be/O_LHuII-jYQ

http://www.newstatesman.com/politics/2013/10/russell-brand-on-revolution

Firstly, Russel Brand has a RIGHT to air his views publicly about issues that concern him according to (article 10) of the Human Rights act 1998, http://www.legislation.gov.uk/ukpga/1998/42/schedule/1

Additionally he has a RIGHT to, Freedom of thought, conscience and religion. according (article 9) of the same act .

& he also has a RIGHT to, Prohibition of discrimination (article 14) Prohibition of abuse of rights (article 17) & Limitation on use of restrictions on rights (article 18).

Indeed isn't it abuse of these very right , which Prime Minister  David Cameron has vowed to rip up that Russel is speaking out to protect.

Russel Brand is a man who has come through the system, indeed he is a prime example of someone who has learned from mistakes of his past.

I believe Russel Brand is not only a very kind & genuine man, but also, a very intelligent,  talented & eloquent man with a very sincere social consciousness, & what better MOD for him to serve the people who have helped him become the popular  celebrity that he is with their support, & his personal ethic, than to raise awareness of these very important issues which he now speaks out about and brings into public consciousness & debate, an action that both government & the corporate masters would , I have no doubt, prefer he was silenced in regard of.

It is to be expected that smug tight arsed mainstream journalists like Tom Chivers  The Telegraph's assistant editor,who all to often pumps the conservative line would describe the present system that is destroying the lives of not just people here in the UK but around the globe as "our imperfect but broadly OK system"

In his article following Russel's interview with Jeremy Paxton shivers ends the article with the following statement.

  "Tearing our imperfect but broadly OK system up to replace it with "a socialist egalitarian system based on massive redistribution of wealth" would stick a spanner in all that. Generally speaking, revolutions are terrible ideas. If you want to make things better, Russell, vote for the least worst option, obey the law, and form a political party that campaigns for what you think needs to change. Don't rip it all up and start again, because basically, it's not that bad."

Interesting that Mr Chivers, who no doubt receives a comfortable retainer & employment package from the  Telegraph believes that a system that allows MP'S to claim heating & utility bills, mortgages & maintenance of second homes & food allowances from their parliamentary expenses which often they rent out for large fees,as his paper commendable exposed, "is broadly ok" while pensioners who have paid into that system all their life's are being hounded out of their family homes they have lived in for years because they have a spare bedroom, & scrimp on  pensions & benefits choosing between eating or heating?

 http://blogs.telegraph.co.uk/news/tomchiversscience/100242849/russell-brand-unnecessary-revolutionary/

In conclusion, I think it is important to remember that through-out history it has been reflected, that while those who choose to peruse careers as professional politicians reap the benefits of power & glory & extra salary top ups by writing propaganda interest stories in line with  their particular parties ideology like those who fill the pages of the Telegraph, like Boris Johnston & many others who are paid to write columns in the various newspapers & political interest TV media slots, like Diane Abott labor MP & former cabinet member, despite their generous salaries & expenses subsidized by tax payers.
http://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/419426/Beeb-s-24-000-hospitality-and-appearance-fees-for-ten-MPs

While it is the popular artists, whatever their particular art, be it music & song, dance, drama , literature , poetry,  film or comedy that tell the true story of political oppression & of  social culture, ecconomic welfare & other every day every which way issues that affect the public , the masses.

It is indeed good men & woman like Russel Brand & those who the public choose to raise to celebrity status because they like what they do & what they say. People who came to be celebrated because they have earned the respect & love of the masses, celebrities who often give of their time, their talent & indeed their personal wealth in order to better the lives of the ordinary people & to raise awareness of the important issue that affect them directly as a failure of the so called powerful, the elites puppets in parliament & government whos strings are pulled by their corporate allies who are interested in only what its worth & whats in it for them.

& to end on a personal not Russel , I love you, keep up the good work , via the revolution, you handsome intelligent sexy man!.



update  to article in todays gardian by RUSSEL BRAND

http://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2013/nov/05/russell-brand-democratic-system-newsnight?CMP=twt_gu






Monday, November 4, 2013

i don't wear a poppy... a poem

i don't wear a poppy 2 remember the dead
i keep them in memory inside my head.

i don't wear a poppy 2 remember the dead
children..., injured, killed by drones
 as they lay in their beds

I don't wear a pop like those grown in the fields
patrolled by solider with guns... until the crop yields.

I don't wear a poppy as they reminds me
of the lifes that are ruined
by opiate toxicity .

I'm not being disrespectful to those whose lifes have been lost,
as they battled in wars... or the very high cost...
I understand the mindset as to what they believed,
that they were fighting for a good cause,
but they were deceived...

when I see a poppy...
it makes me feel sad...
for lifes that were lost
& futures never had...



LETTER TO EUROPEAN COURT OF HUMAN RIGHTS

THE FOLLOWING LETTER WAS SENT TO THE EUROPEAN CORT OF HUMAN RIGHT .
IT HAS BEEN COPIED FROM THE ORIGINAL & INCLUDES VARIOUS LETTERS TO VARIOUS DEPARTMENTS AGANCIES & INDIVIDUALS I APPROACHED FOR HEALTH.
THE SPELLING IS BAD, I DID NOT SPELL CHECK WHEN I WROTE IT TO BE HOMES I DIDN'T REALLY KNOW HOW TO I & WAS ALSO NOT IN THE BEST PLACE HEAD WISE FOR SUCH FORMALITIES I JUST WANTED THE LETTER SENT , I JUST WANTED HELP THRU THE CORRECT PROCEDURES & PATHWAYS.

 
To;
The Registrar
European Court of Human Rights
Council of Europe
67075 Strasbourg-Cedex
France
From
79 Hadley park rd,
Leegomery
 Telford
TF1 6PS
Shrops
 Please find below a copy of a letter to the Omnibusman requesting action against the government of the United Kingdom’s of England for infringement of my human rights in regard of the  various acts of parliament recorded .
 I would like to register this compliant with the European Court Of Human Rights and request that the issues be investigated under the Human Rights Act and all U.K and pertaining acts as laid out by the European Community Parliaments members under the regulations as agreed by the European high  commission and agreed according to the collective judicial institutions of the European Union, Court of Justice of the European Union, & the court of the Council of Europe


Letter to the omnibus man
Dear Sir /Madam,
 I would like to register a formal complaint against the Prime Minister, Gordon Brown & Members of the Houses of Parliament   for failing to invoke the standards reflected in the Human Rights 1998       
The data protection act 1998,
The mental health ac t983,
 The child protection act 1998,
The chronically sick and disabled persons act 1970,
 And the NHS Care in the community act 1090,
 and for failing to ensure government departments , local authority & council representatives, agencies, and employees of these  failed to comply with the legislation presented in the constitution of the Her Majesty’s Government of the united kingdoms of Britain & the commonwealth, & also as reflected in terms laid out under the European parliament as a member state of the EEC .
I shall provide government statistics and polices to support my claim/ allegations,  and personal documentation & correspondence from the last 4 years which is relevant to my complaint. & allegations of victimisation by the prime minister and his governmental representatives locally and nationally over the past 18months and also provide various other acts of law as reflected by the constitution of the welfare state of the united kingdoms of Scotland England n.Irland and Wales to support my allegations and claim against the prime minister, M.P’s & government representatives  and other relevant agencies and employees who have played a fundamental role in contravening my human rights emotionally, mentally and physically to the detriment of my mental, emotional & physical health and well being.
 Since I made my intentions to bring these issues to public attention, via a email to  Mr Brown, and information shared  on my facebook page,  internet bloggs and various communications sent to various media outlets,  tv and radio personalities resulting from safety fears for my family resulting from issues surrounding these allegations and complaints,  which  have resulted it appears to have seen my treatment by aforementioned government agencies and departments of intensify to my determent.
 

This complaint is a computation of several complaints reflecting actions taken by various departments of the government & its local regional & national representatives against me.
I shall supported by various acts of legislations,
 The European Convention on Human Rights was built into UK law under the Human Rights Act 1998. It includes the right to a fair trial, freedom of thought and expression, and respect for family and private life. All public authorities, including the courts, must comply with these rights. However, if they conflict with an Act of Parliament, the courts can make a declaration of incompatibility and Parliament must then decide what to do.


I will also be sending a copy of this to complaint to the European court of Human Right’s , Amnesty International, and members of the British and foreign press  as well as sending a copy to the president of the united states of America as I believe he should be aware of how the British government comports itself in issues concerning members of the public as I believe my compliant ,the allegations and supporting evidence provided in my case  gives prime example of how  1.4 of the british population with similar health , and welfare issues are treated by the Government departments, agencies and  representatives  of the government respond to such issues as those compiled within this complaint and allegations.
 I have already made various issues included in this complaint public via the internet.
I also give my permission for any relevant documentation cited to be made available to you by the relevant departments on my behalf as I have nothing to hide in regard of medical educational or personal information and believe that the government has in fact more personal information regarding my life and birth than I have.
 I have included a brief account of events that led to the circumstances involved in this complaint in the hope that it will give an accurate and balanced reflection of the circumstances leading to and involved in this complaint against Gordon Brown & members of the British Parliamentary system and its representatives locally and nationally in their failure to comply with British and European law in respect of my complaint and the treatment and victimisation I believe I have received from them.
 Last year I sent the following email to The Prime Minister Gordon Brown giving details of circumstances I had been faced with since returning to education in 2006 which I believed were legal and a judge at telford and Wrekin county courts had confirmed I had a justifiable complaints and case against the local council. The email outlines the primary causes and factors which makes up  the basis of this compliant and a full copy is available however I have included only exerts I feel are relevant.

Monday 29th December 2008

DEAR MR BROWN,
The founding principles of the welfare state in Britain are widely agreed to having there beginnings with the poor law 1598.
I am stunned to think that recent experience along with study for my foundation degree in health and social welfare has taught me that despite the fact that we now in 2008 almost 2009 many people in this country , 1.4 of the population I believe according to your governments statistics appear to be receiving treatment that clearly reflects the Poor law one state system intended to relieve poverty wither it was caused by illness, old age or unemployment.
This led to the poor and disadvantaged of society being exploited and abused by those controlling industry and commerce. Those on indoor relieve were still in such states of poverty  that they were forced to turn to crime and prostitution and further acts of immorality as considered by there so called betters/ superiors within the middle class hierarchy and landed gentry. Sadly Mr Brown your government and those preceding you have not come very far in changing that although you may dress it up better these days
It wasn’t till 1848 that the public health act came about and introduced provisions to set up local boards of health and the appointment of medical officers of health. Which again I believe reflects present unitary departments and local government offices within the health and  welfare and having been service user, employee and student I can tell you without fear of contradiction your failing to provide adequate services and care for the masses and you should hang your head in shame.
In your parties 1978 manifesto  it states that “New labour is a party of ideas and ideals but not outdated ideology” however Mr Brown I think evidence would suggest contrary and not only that but that the ideology being followed is a conservative one and not socialist or Fabien or for that matter anything else I have found.
 I would now like to explain my own case to you in some detail as I believe it is relevant to the action  I plan to take but before that I have included the following statement which I have already posted on the internet.
At 46 with little formal education having left school with 4 Scottish o’ level passes and a higher from many moons past. I decided to take up the government’s offer of further education and began a foundation degree in health and social welfare from Wolverhampton University that my local collage TCAT was doing.
It was a decision made resulting from finding that the area of employment I was interested in both from a personal and career prospective geared, on the higher levels towards those with a university
Or higher academic background and since the shift patterns that these jobs insisted on it was only at managerial levels that I would be able to fit the shift patterns to fit my personal circumstances as a single parent with two sons. One who alleged has learning difficulties according to education authorities. And undeniably has behavioural issues resulting from social issues I have inflicted.
Therefore I felt that the sensible thing to do was get myself the necessary qualifications to be able to get a decent job that would adequately provide for myself and my three children’s future security.
On 20th September 20006 I started my course and informed what I believed was all the relevant local and government agencies as to my change in circumstances. & Wrekin Housing trust, from whom I have rented my house for 8 years ( formally Telford and Wrekin council), the DHSS, The JOB centre, The department of work and pensions, and the NHS, I had previously been on incapacity benefit for the two years proceeding my decision resulting from alleged severe clinical depression. And local education department because my change in circumstances obviously affects my children’s entitlement to free school meals EMA grants etc.

I loved the course and found it enlightening and very interesting and realised so much about the effects of government policy on all of us however I had no idea just how all of this would affect my own life given that my soul purpose for beginning the course was to improve my long term financial security for myself and children.

Everything seemed to going fine and I was managing, I believed to be finally starting to get my finances under some kind of control.
To cut a long story short, as a result of the way my grants were paid into my account as it got close to the new payment being received there was generally a period of struggle however given that I knew when amounts would be paid when these period were coming round and I knew I would be late with payments for rent etc I contacted my local housing shop and informed them when payment would be made however this was never acceptable and despite prove being show and alleged empathy with my situation I was informed on each occasion that policy dictated I would be taken to court and was threatened with eviction on each occasion which as you may imagine added additional stress and worry, not to mention the £ 250 court costs that I had to pay each time on top of the arrears I was paying in full each time anyway.
These court cost have in the 2 years since commencing university amounted to in the region of £1670 my grants, my income is made up of student loans and grants amounting to £10244.00 and I pay full rent of £380 a month as I am not entitled to benefit assistance according to the relevant agencies who make these decisions as my circumstances don’t fit the criteria based on my income. I have when possible tried to supplement my income with part time work however this has not generally helped or worked out as I would have liked.
On the 28 July 2008 I appeared at court and read the following statement to the judge.
I have been advised by everyone I know to keep my mouth shut and let someone else speak for me today as a result of the language I use a I could be deemed in contempt of court and sentenced to 28 days in prison.
However my mother taught me to stand up for myself and what I believe is right.
I would like to ask the court to refer my case to the high court and counter claim against Telford & Wrekin Council and the beaurocrosay it represents as in accordance with THE BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS ACT 1998 and as affective from 2000 which is intended to protect individuals from abuse by any public body including local authorities, police, and government departments.
I cite;
The data protection act 1998
The mental health act 1983
The child protection act 1998
The chronically sick and disabled persons act 1970
And the NHS7 Care in the community act 1090
And I shall provide government statistics and polices to support my claim/ allegations, which I have with me today.

I was informed by the judge that I had a valid case and right to have it heard. He advised me to seek legal representation and advise to file this case independently thought the courts, as he had to deal with the present case as presented at the time. He also advised me that I was entitled to legal aid as a student and as at the time between courses I was in fact registered as unemployed and had not decided as to whither or not take up the third year option on my course to up grade to a BA honours degree in social care and social policy as a result of the problems my last to years have caused financially.
Since then I have contacted several lawyers, councillors, the CAB and the law society to try and find representation however as soon as I explain what I want help with and why I am told they don’t deal with these types of cases the law society has yet to acknowledge my email.
I have even tried contacting the press to no avail.
I have now received on the 7th October 2008 notification from Telford and Wrekin council that I am in arrears again, despite the fact that I have for the period they are claiming been in receipt of housing benefit.
As I have an outstanding balance of £141.42 AND will again be liable to pay court costs of £230.
I have also contacted several press and media sources in hope of some advise before trying to file my counter claim myself however no one ones to know.
With this in mind I shall now post this on the internet and wherever else I feel someone who may be able to advise me as to what someone has to do to receive justice in the U.K.

I will now try to explain as briefly as possible what has brought me to this  point since 1997 when I came to England to live and could be suggested are at the root of my present position and reasons for my complaint against you government departments and other relevant bodies acting on there behalf.

In 1998 after the break up of my marriage resulting from adultery and a 11 week stay on a mental health ward with depression and the death of my mother in November 1997 I moved to Wolverhampton to make a fresh start for myself and three children .
I stayed for 12 month in Wolverhampton during which time I worked part time in a nursing home and then as a full-time residential support worker for children within the care sector with behavioural, sexual, emotional and mental health problems. However working within this sector was particularly problematic as it called for 24/48 hour shifts with sleep-in duties and with three children under 16 childcare was particularly difficult to find and I did not fit criteria for financial assistance that made it possible for me to continue with the job as my children were also coping with the affects of the marriage break up , death of there gran and move from Scotland and there familiar surroundings for which I accept full responsibility . Derails of my situation were highlighted in an article titled flexible friends, in Nursery world 19 august 1999, which explained how the new tax laws affected people in my situation and related my story.

In late 1999 I moved to Telford to a privately rented accommodation and 12 moths later became a Telford and Wrekin housing trust tenant at my present address.
  From then till 2006 although I had had several issues with payment and arrears resulting from various changes in circumstances I have always made every effort to maintain my rent and bills and keep to agreements made for payments but as a result of these various changes involving employment , changes and relationship changes resulting from a 18 moth relationship and the local housing office were always aware of what my personal and financial circumstances were.
After the break up of my relationship in 2002  I again suffered from depression, the relationship had been problematic as my partner was a violent and abusive alcoholic and of course this affected my children also and again I accept responsibility for this. However after much reflection and self analysis not to mention therapy and counselling I felt able and in a position to return to work however I felt that as my career path and goals required more qualifications I decided to go to university and obtain the qualifications that would put me in a better position to provide the future security I wished for my children and the ability to but my home which I discussed with my local housing officer Jill Nicolas .
I also feel that it is relevant that my home is a terraced house and the only one on my block that remains a trust property and I estimate the present value to be around £120,000. I think this is relevant in as much as I live in and area with high multiple deprivation scores. Hadley /Leegomery scores 34.6 with a ranking of 1524 out of 8414 on the national IMD. There are 1553 people on low incomes ranking 12 in Telford and Wrekin and at 27.2% ranks higher than nationally which is 25%.
Employment deprivation is 11..4% with a national ranking of 2700 and national percentile banding of 35%. Health and disability deprivation scores are 0.78 with rank 12 in Telford and Wrekin and 20% national percentile band.
However despite  these facts Hadley is regarded as a growing area as was boasted by the principle of the 70 million pound super school Hadley learning community, Dr Etov, who at a recent parish council meeting announced that they had been approached by Telford and Wrekin council to further expand the primary school despite the fact that my son informs my the school which as only been open 2 years is not in fact functioning too it full capacity and that the top floors are not used. The area is also seeing the development of several housing estates built for Telford and Wrekin council by private developers and rented out or sold through Telford and Wrekin housing trust. Formally Telford and Wrekin council although now apparently according to the information I have been told nothing to do with the council not connected to and an independent body from the council with no internal link which I suggest /accuse is a outright lie and misrepresentation of the facts and I believe I have documentation which supports this.
Added to these facts during  the period from june till now I have had my son removed from my home under the social services provision of children in need, although my documentation and treatment would subject gross misconduct on the part of the social services department..
I have also missed the entire first semester of my final year at university as a result of the stresses caused by these issues and more administrive problems related to the case.
Anyway Mr. Brown, since till now all my attempts at finding answers to my dilemma, and justice for the issues I have been faced with  not only seem to delude me but no one seems to take my questions seriously or my intention to see this case in front of a judge and jury and at least hopefully find the answers to why I, and others like me, according to government statistic my issues label me under various health and welfare provisions as a typical example of 1.4 of the population of this country.
With this in mind Mr. Brown I would be grateful if you as leader of the government that I believe has put me in my present  position and has affected my health emotionally, physically and socially for most of my life and defiantly the last 10 years , do you, Mr Brown, think my human rights have been abused, do you believe I have been treated fairly, do you think I have a valid case against your local and national representative in government offices for there abuse of office and failure to comply with the various procedures and policies previously mentioned with regard to my right as a national citizen of the united kingdom. And what would you recommend I do in order to receive justice for any abuse I have been subjected to?



After sending this letter to Mr Brown’s  I contacted several media outlets as I received no acknowledgment from Mr Browns office from himself or any of his minions in downing street which I would have considered the correct protocol for a government department however I did find that various departments seemed to intensify their treatment towards me which had serious implications on my mental health. M y youngest son had returned from his sisters but after another period of unrest & confrontational aggressive interactions between us he decided to return to his sisters in Scotland. On the day in question my emotional state was high and after brief conversation in regard to this my daughter felt it necessary to call in health professionals for a mental health assessment for me. As a follow on to this I found my self with a broken elbow at the hands of a law enforcement agent and being held 19hours with out seeing a solicitor or having a statement taken by the police on charges which were subsequently dropped. A complaint regarding this was lodged with the police complaints commission and documentation is available In via my lawyer Sarah Hope in regard to this compliant which is still ongoing. I would like details of this to be noted and included on this complaint as one of the agencies failing to comply with legislation regarding my rights as west Marcia police offers failed to pay due regard to my requests throughout the circumstances regarding my case and continued to put obstacles in my way when making inquiries regarding case and behaved in an unprofessional and biased manner in my opinion which further conteviened my rights under human rights act, mental health act and care in community act and further affected my mental emotional and physical well being to date. Documentation and statements available in full.

On the 28th may 2009 I then reattempted to contact the prime minister as I felt that 6mths was a reasonable period to have waited for a response to my original concerns and to further inform him of the events and deterioration of my case and issues since added to which I was now beginning to feel paranoid regarding the situation and was beginning to fear that some form of victimisation from his offices may be responsible as a result of my previous email and intentions outlined therein. Having an interest in history and social sciences it was not beyond my reasonable comprehension of  politics to believe   I was being secured and also that the possibility that r brown and others were directly involved in attempting to restrict my actions and rights to make others aware of my case and that I was being treated unfairly and unjustly and that my past and present mental health issues would be used against me.
I have attatched a file with this  complaint containing documents relevant to the  charges made against me and subsequents circumstances & evidence provided by me in thegard to the complaint regarding the assault on me by members of the west Marcia police department.

I then sent Gordon Brown the following email ;
28th may 2009
Mr Brown,
Further to my last communication by e-mail to you in November 2008, as a result of your failure to respond or have someone in your regime respond , my problems of which I wrote have escalated , and , I have now also broken several laws resulting from the various stresses and problems previously explained . I have spent Tax credits paid into my bank account and child benefit along with housing benefit without resolving the previous problems I had.
I have also encored further debts including some listed below in attempt to deliver a letter to your address by hand and a picture I painted to Chris Moyle’s at BBC Radio 1, to commemorate the Kilimanjaro climb which raised millions of pounds for the comic relief charity that helps people of this country and others living in poverty.

I was unfortunately unable to deliver either item as I got lost several times trying to find my way round London, which can be verified by several people including a police officer who I asked for help with directions.
I have as a result of this Mr Brown, received a fine for the congestion charge on top of the other unexpected expenses incurred on the trip.
I believe that legally now I am in serious trouble and frankly I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.

I have since writing to you in November felt very close to suicide and had several family problems arise from this on top of which my arm was broken by a police officer when my daughter concerned for my health and safety made a call to try to get me some kind of help. This is now under investigation as I have made a complaint and shall today be consulting my solicitor.
So Mr Brown again I would like to ask you what you suggest I do.

I shall be posting this on the internet and insuring it is also received by various public figure who I believe I can trust as frankly Mr Brown I am now feeling Paranoid and having lost faith in the government of this country as a result of not only my own experience to date as explained and the given scandals reported in the media regarding the M.P's obvious dishonest behaviour ethics and morals and my believe that there is corruption within the hierarchy , I do not believe I will be judged fairly and also given how public I have tried to be with this obviously the lack of response not only increases the feeling of paranoia , but I fear now for my own and children’s safety.. I feel I am under surveillance and that my mental health will be used as a tool against me.
So therefore Mr Brown, once again I ask you, as the leader of government of and the labour part, and head of government of a democratic society of which I am a citizen since birth what do you suggest I do, or am I crazy?.


Signed


. The following notes give a brief out line to the legislative points I have mentioned above in my correspondence to the prime minister in accordance with acts of parliament & law and also directives indicated in the governments manifesto 1997 and various policies and procedures as indicated by the health and welfare social care  standards directive.
The European Convention on Human Rights was built into UK law under the Human Rights Act 1998. It includes the right to a fair trial, freedom of thought and expression, and respect for family and private life. All public authorities, including the courts, must comply with these rights. However, if they conflict with an Act of Parliament, the courts can make a declaration of incompatibility and Parliament must then decide what to do.
1 in 4 people in the UK are affected by mental distress every year . I am one of these people.
 People suffering from mental distress are often vulnerable and therefore trust is important. I believe in the Theory of reasoned action Azien and Fisher (1990) which reflects external variables influence beliefs which influence attitudes which influence intention which influences behaviour &  Health promotion .
 Cite  http//www.phel.nice.org.uk/healthknowledge/
When defining Essential Professional skills in the health and social care sector definition will be dependent on what the definer deems “professional” and a skill.
LEGAL AND ETHICAL ISSUES
In accordance with “The Mental Health act 1983” which states, “That people to whom the Act applies (including those being assessed for possible admission) should:
             receive recognition for their basic human rights under the European Convention of Human Rights
             be given respect for their qualities, abilities and diverse backgrounds          as individuals and be assured that account will be taken of their age, gender, sexual orientation, social, ethnic, cultural and religious background, but that general assumptions will not be made on the basis of any one of these characteristics ;cite Department of health and Welsh office (1999)[homepage][online].London the stationary office[27th November 2006].
ETHICAL ISSUES -values
In line with government policy and human rights all sections of the care sector must consider ethical issues such as confidentiality, dignity , equality, respect, empowerment, choice, value and diversity and empathy in relation to legislation, when determining policy and procedures .
 Professional conduct
Whether or not “professional” is deemed by qualifications, or a service provided for payment, or as a vocational calling, points to consider relating to personal conduct include ;  following ethics and procedures of  service provider, personal conduct towards colleagues, service users , ability to put others first, meeting individual needs , whistle blowing and being objective.
Anti-discriminatory conduct covers areas relating to; age, gender, sexuality, disability, race/ethnicicity, culture/religion and concerns adhering to human rights
The founding principles of the welfare state in Britain are widely agreed to have the beginnings with the poor law of 1598. . Poor law was the one state system intended to ‘relieve’ poverty whither it was caused by illness, old age or unemployment. The poor law I com in to this ctarogory and also the undeserving poor… like unmarried mothers and those deemed immoral and unworthy  who were obliged to earn there ‘relief’ I also fall into this catogry as a  divorced, who had 2 of them out of wedlock making them what I belive is the label generally devined as basrards in the care of single  parent . fortunately for me its not 1598. cite ;The Open University (1987) Social policy, and social welfare (D211) Course Materials, Open University press.5 page handout on social policy, circulated October 2006 for module on “The policy context”.
 Sir William Beveridge (1879-1963)led to the development of the National Health Service and national social security benefit system.
The beveridge report of 1942 tackled five areas often referred to as the ‘five giant evils’ of the British society Want
1, (poverty),
2. Disease(ill-health)
3. ignorance(lack of education)
4. ,squalor(poor housing)
 5. and Idleness(unemployment)
cite Walsh, Stephens and Moore (200 p45) social policy and welfare Cheltenham, Stanley, ThornesI
n 1946 the National Health Service act was established and the NHS came into being in 1948.
The three main principles of the NHS were.
1. That the service would be free at the point of delivery.
2. Comprehensive in the term of covering all people in all areas
3. Access to the service would be on the basis of ‘real’-that is clinical-need, rather then the ability to pay, chance or other social criteria
 cite Walsh, Stephens and Moore (2000 p47)
This applies  to me. When my  history of depression which NHS service are aware of from my medical history and assement of  and which government departments from my local council to the department of works and pensions are aware of and have access to my records via data protection and freedom of information acts where government departments & local authorities share information for means tested benefits grants and loans for welfare payments and educational funding.. Further evidence of this is available through the education department as I had health issues relating to personal circumstances during my foundation degree exams for which I had to appeal for mitigating circumstances to re-sit missed exams . This can be supported by contacting the local education athourty and Wolverhampton university tcat campus who delt with my appeal. I also believe my tutor would stewart  tailor would be able to verify these facts.
Copy of my  nhs mental health assessment in available via srewsberry dwp with dhss medical examiner.
 (“Jones(1994:204) argues that legislation such as the education reform act of 1988,the children’s act 1989 and the national health and community care act 1990 during the Margaret thatcher administration  the approach in relation to social warfare amounted to;
·         Limiting financial expenditure on state health welfare and education provision
·         Breaking up large public welfare agencies
·         Increasing the scope of the private sector
·         Bringing in business management and ideas to influence the running of health and welfare services
May I suggest it sounds familiar,  this sounds similar tho Mr. Cameron now in, 2010. Tony Blair inherited a radically restructured range of services.
Claiming commitment to maintaining ‘high and stable’ levels of employment and heralding a return to the vision of  Beveridge. Lowe, R.(1999) The welfare state in Britain since 1945.2nd ed., London: Macmillan Press ltd.
Significant changes to aspects such as employment patterns, living standards, gender relationships, family structure and cultural diversity have meant development in pursuit of achieving ‘the Beveridge vision’ involves instigating modern policies as opposed to those of the past.


Since my first letter to Gordon Brown, I subsequently gave up my final year of university as a result of beaurocratic administrative and various obstacles I found myself facing every time I contacted the university coupled with  the ongoing stress and pain resulting from the injury to my elbow from the police assault and failure of the hospital to correctly diagnose the injury for 6weeks.
I then found myself with not only the previous accumulated debts mentioned and loans for my degree but had added financial strain resulting from administrive delays on assessments for state benefits forcing me to have further crisis loans and several trips to DWP offices while my benefits were calculated and assessed. During this period I was barred from my local dwp office as I informed them they were incompetent, I was accused of being aggressive and risk to staff despite never threatening property or staff and on several occasions when in a position of desperate need to contact the dwp in Birmingham and to make contact with the benefits agency was escorted from the premises having made no threats or even raised my voice and merly having asked to have sick notes faxed to other departments or to use the free phone available for people like me. I have been refused appointments at this office and been made to wait 45 minutes in another office for an interview while a member of staff from my local office came late to the office I was instructed to attend. It is my contention that these actions by dwp staff are not only and infringement of my rights, but also that they a direct result of misuse of tax payers money as all these action , police escorts, and staff transference to different office is paid for by tax payers money and were completely unnecessary in the circumstances presented. Further more I believe that these accusations made by staff of the local dwp are a direct defamation of my character., and I believe I can provide several affidavits to support my character, my work ethic,  communication & interaction skills.

I have also in the time which has elapsed since contacting Gordon Brown received threats from utility companies threatening to cut of water, electric and gas despite seeking information and assistance in dealing with these issues from council, and voluntary organisations funded by government department and again been treated with attitudes which I believe are in opposition to my rights as reflected in legislation, and I have received threats from bailiffs regarding council tax arrears and non payment of tv licence in both cases my property has been entered and despite explanations regarding the council tax non payment being linked to my original compliant to the court that I was exempt from this as a full time student and as a reflection of the inability to resolve the original complaint made to the judge previously mentioned from june 2008 or find legal representation for this issue , on which I have also contacted 3 local council representatives from the labour, conservative and liberal parties but received no assistance or advice, and ongoing harassment from telford and Wrekin council.
I have received a fine for non payment of tv licence which I believe is an illegal government taxation as the terms originally set out for the premise of tv licence payment s no longer applies . tv licensing was originally a levy set out to ensure bbc programmes where not financed by commercial revenues, however as product placement , and promotional interviews and programmes allow sublime advertising of products, over and above the global sales of bbc programmes and international access being available to bbc channels  of tv and radio programmes via the internet I believe the British public is being unfairly discriminated against by the british government by being forced to pay this charge to watch these programmes as uk citizens while globally these charges do not apply. Furthermore MP’s are able to claim these costs via expenses claims rendering them exempt from such charges at a cost to the British public & tax players.
Yours sincerely.






June Reid MacKendrick (F.D.A)

Sunday, October 27, 2013

open letter to Shinzo Abe Prime Minister of Japan,

open letter to the leaders of Japan .

 I address this open letter to Shinzo Abe Prime Minister of Japan,

Mr Shinzo, my name is June MacKendrick, I am a UK citizen, Scottish by birth location ,& citizen of earth by destiny.
I am not a politician, or even a person with a job, I am just someone who is greatly saddened & overwhelmed by the tragedy that befell your nation as a result of the Fukushima Diahtsu disaster.

I write this letter to you as a result of my overwhelming sadness & concern for the plight of the people of Japan & indeed the rest of the world resulting from the Fukushima Diatsu  nuclear power station meltdown.

I understand the very grave situation you have there, the risks & dangers to workers trying to deal with the on going crisis & the greater risks & dangers involved resulting from the many unfortunate circumstances including weather issues and the effects of these issues on dealing with the Fukushima nuclear crisis.

I am not a scientist, but I have researched and fully understand the issues involved.
I am however, I believe, a humanitarian in how I try to conduct myself towards others & the planet.

I have cried myself to sleep on many nights since 11th March 2011, thinking about the children of Japan & the implications of such a crisis on their futures their health & well being, & indeed that of their families.

I have read that Japan has only accepted assistance from France in regard of the Fukushima disaster, I don't know why that is... but I do know that this is a big world , and that there are many very educated good scientists in the field of nuclear physics & dealing with issues such as you are having to deal with now at Fukushima, from across the globe, I also know there are health experts who specialize in the field of radiation exposure, short and long term, & other health related health issues, experts from around the world who would happily offer advice and help at this time of great concern for you and your fellow Japanese citizens at this very critical time in dealing with the leaks from Fukushima.

Additionally , I believe there are people from other feilds related to ecological  & other related issues of dealing with a crisis  such as you are facing now who would like to help you and the people of Japan, not because of political gains but because such a disaster, such a crisis, is a humanitarian crisis, as the problems of the radiation leak into the air ocean and earth is of concern for the whole world, our planet.

Therefore I write this open letter to ask you  please, as one human being to another, to please allow an independent international multidisciplinary task force to be deployed to help the people of Japan at this time to deal with this humanitarian crisis at Fukushima, for are we not all brothers & sisters of the earth we share, and is it not the human thing for us as fellow human beings to help each other at time of crisis.

I ask you to put politics, and indeed corporate interests aside at this time of great anguish & crisis for the people of Japan & indeed the world, please, Mr Shinzo Abe, accept the offers to help of the people of the world who have the knowledge & know how who can help with the problems at Fukushima & at very least we can minimalise the related problems & issues with this humanitarian crisis, for the sake of the children of Japan & the children of the world, for it is their future that is in your hands.

thank you,
yours sincerely,

June MacKendrick.




Thursday, October 17, 2013

Desperatly seeking justice...

    Today I made a plea on twitter, the plea was to Anonymous to help me in my fight for justice which I have desperately seeking since 2008.
    My plea came out of desperation, I have tried everything, I have gone through all the correct channels I know of in regard of my case, I have even written to two UK Prime Ministers, other MP's, the BBC, many mainstream media out lets, ombudsman, & Liberty, the IPPC, & the European court of Human rights  asking for advice and help,and a fair hearing & trial. But I am getting ahead of myself so I will go through my story now, from when it began & how it began, with as much detail as I can remember without getting out the boxes of documented evidance,that I can cite in a court of law to support my allegations.
    Here I will present just the timeline of events & facts.
     
    In September 2006 I enrolled at the TCAT campus of Wolverhampton university to study for a foundation degree in health & socail welfare & social policy. After an interview I was accepted onto the course as a mature student & made the applications for student loans , grands & funding.
    I contacted my Social Landlord & Telford & Wrekin Housing trust & informed them of my change in circumstances.I informed my housing officer that I was not sure how much housing benefit I was going to be entitled to but that I knew I would have to pay a percentage but I wasn't sure how much.
    I contacted the benefits office & told them of my change in circumstances, & I contacted my sons schools & informed them as my sons would no longer be entitled to free school meals.
     
    I was informed by Jill Nicolls my housing officer at the housing trust, that there may be some delays the benefits office making any adjustments in them sorting what i'd have to pay towards my rent but not to worry and deficit or whatever could be adjusted later when my student funding came though.
     I had know Ms Nicolls for a long time I had lived in the house since 2001, even before Jill worked at that office, but she had dealt with my case since about 2002/3 and had been aware of my previous changes in circumstances and indeed a great deal about my domestic circumstances and the various changes they'd gone through regarding relationship changes, daughter leaving home, work, all the usual that you have to inform these offices off each time your circumstances change.
    Indeed she also knew some of the circumstances of my private life and mental health conditions related to depression & anorexia, and that my home was very important to me as a mother of three with no extended family in the area or support system, I had told her on several occassions through the years that if & when I had a decent job that would like to buy the house, indeed I had moved in when the right to buy existed and as a long term tenant still had that right under the old terms, I would have occupancy discount options that would make it a very favorable option, if I left that house I would of course loose those options as they don't carry over.
    This may seem like irrelevant info but the reasons I include it I hope will become apparent later.
     
    In or around February 2007 I received notification from the benefits office telling me I was being investigated for defrauding the benefits system as I had been claiming housing benefit I was not entitled to
    I was called into the councils offices and interrogated by two housing officers who said I was making fraudulent claims on my benefits, I told them they were wrong I was told by both advisers at the university and the housing officer I would be entitled to some help with my rent,although not all, and explained I had been waiting on being informed by the housing department of any difference that had to be paid, in short I explained what Jill Nicolls told me, they did not believe me and I left the council offices in tears and went straight to a solicitor and sought advice.
    After the solicitor had contacted them I received a letter saying I was no longer under investigation , they dropped the allegations of fraud but that I would have to pay full rent which was £380 a month & council tax, when in fact I had been informed as a full time student I was except from council tax.
     
    I contacted Jill Nicolls who said she'd look into it, who then put me on to someone called Brenda who was the benefits rep for the council & after requesting all my financial details regarding funding and indeed my banking records they both insisted I was not entitled to a reproduction in my rent & would have to pay full rent.
    I insisted they were wrong, because I had made inquiries both before signing up for my FDA, and since at the university & with other students with similar and indeed some with better financial circumstances than me who all agreed I was entitled to a percentage of housing benefit.
    On top of these issues I also received notification that my eldest son would not be entitled to his EMA for collage as my income was to high, ( it later turned out that the LEA, the same one that dealt with my funding and my sons appeared to have it down that my income was in excess of £94thousand pound, despite this being the same local authority who I had been getting free school meals from while on benefits directly before going to university and who were dealing with my student grants and funding.
    I agreed to pay the full rent as I had been told but continued to insist that an error had been made and that they should keep checking as I knew I was entitled to some housing benefit & council tax , but they kept saying no and threatening me with eviction each time my rent was late.
    I asked if it would be possible to make an arrangement that gave me some scope with my payments to work round when my funding went into my account which was quarterly and even offered to pay my rent upfront when my grants & loans were paid but was told I ws not allowed to do that. Additionally I was told that they had to take me to court each time it was late as it was policy even though they knew it was paid as soon as my payments reached my account.
    I continued to try to explain that I had expected to pay about £100 pound a month on my calculations before going to university and had worked my finances around this, & that I was now paying 3times more than I believed I should be so it was very difficult as it was almost a £300 deficit per month to my expected budget on the figure I believed I should be paying , this affected everything else, I was £300 a month down on my income , but they wouldn't work round the couple of weeks towards the weeks my grans and loans were due  help me out and took me to court about ever 3 months which meant I insured about £200 court cost which was added to my rent arrears bill each time. The financial distress was unbearable, and I was threatened each time I was taken to court with eviction,and I knew I had no where for me & my two sons who lived at home to go should that happen.
    Additionally I was receiving demand letters for council tax that I believed I should not be paying because I was exempt, and with these also came threats of court action telling me I could loose my home.
    I became quite ill physically, I couldn't eat because of the stress & also because of the financial stress, I had two sons to feed, & gas & electric and other bills to pay also.
     
    In 2008 when I was taken to court I read a statement to the Magistrate McDonald of Telford & Wrekin magistrates court saying I was going to challenge these issues and would take legal action against every department involved and cited various acts of law relevant to the case including the human rights act and mental health act as there was no doubt in my mind of what these abuses & bullying tactics were doing to my mental & physical health.
    The magistrate told me he felt I had grounds to take action but that he had to deal with the case in hand.
    On that July day 2008, I was there on the pretext of of rent arrears in the region of £900+ that had been paid directly to the Telford and Wrekin housing trust a few days prior to the hearing, in other world I had no rent arrears at the time I was in court, but I was made to pay court cost of £235 which was added to my housing & council tax arrears bill, and before I left the hearing room the housing officer who was in attendance handed me a bill for rent due in 2weeks advance of that day 28th July as I recall, and  told me in front of the judge if I was late they'd have me back in court and request my eviction.
    The judge told me I could leave and to find a lawyer , and asked the housing officer to remain after I had gone as he had thing to discuss with her.
    I left and tried to find legal representation , no one would take on my case.
    I wrote to the ombudsman , liberty and various other agencies seeing advice , I have copies of all communications I made. I contacted various advisory agencies, they all said they couldn't help or I was wrong. I was becoming increasingly frustrated depressed and desperate.
    I contacted various tv & media outlets, including this morning itv, bbc, Rughters, almost every uk news paper I could think of and even some American ones, I contacted Zane lowe at the BBC as I had heard he was involved with amnesty and I presumed he was a human rights activist, I contacted Gordon Brown and pleaded for help twice, after the 1st time I wrote to mr Brown it seemed like there were even more demand letters arriving thought the door everyday form places I couldn't even associate with debts I had, I was going out of my head with worry about being evicted, I was trying to hide it from the boys, and I was having menstrual bleeding that didn't stop for about 4-5 months, so I was really tired.
    I have no doubt I was behaving irrationally and this impacted on my sons behavior.
     I had what I can only describe as a break down.
    My youngest son was removed from my care , without my consent or even proper consultation or investigation.
    He went to live with his sister in scotland temporally  but returned later, I had various problems with social supervises regarding their behaviors during this period as they did not fulfill proper procedures, this I know to be fact as I previously worked in residential child care and had knowledge of child care legislation, & procedures regarding child protection issues.
     
    I was late making my registration for my BA year at university as a result and this cause various other problems with my registration and funding.
    I wrote to Brown again in November 2008.
    By this time only my youngest son was living at home and he was having various problems at school and with the police regarding minor issues related to graffiti tagging.
     
    In November 2010 I was after much inquiry proven to be correct and that Telford and Werkin Housing Trust had in fact been wrong I should have been paying £80.00 a month towards my rent as I was entitled to housing benefit of £300month and was indeed except from Council tax as a full time student.
    I was repaid some monies, i DO NOT BELIEVE i WAS PAID THE FULL ANOUNT I WAS OWED.
    I did not receive a proper formal appology, and I was denied my right to bring action against then for negligence, extortion harassment bullying & the health problems they caused me for the duration of their harassment for the rent I was made pay that I was not in fact liable to pay during my time at university from 2006-2009.
    I tried to bring legal action through Telford Magistrates court twice and was struck out I believe on false grounds.
    I have all paperwork and documentation pertaining to all of these incidents.
     
    On February 6th 2009 after an argument with my youngest son he sad he was going to Scotland for a couple of weeks to say with his sister. I didn't want him to go for various reason, like school, it had become his habit that when he wasn't getting his own way he would say he was going to his sisters, I felt that this was not good as it interfered with his education and also because it meant every time, I pissed him off he'd go up there , come back behave a couple of weeks then start playing up again , he was a teenager, that's not unusual, I felt if she kept allowing him to do this it was counter productive to me being able to enforce boundaries and deal with his behaviors that were getting out of order, I admit I wasn't coping as well with his problems that I might normally have done I was really stress with the ongoing financial & housing problems I was depressed but I felt his pissing off when ever it suited him was not the correct way to deal with it either. His brother had sent him a ticket though so there was little i could do to stop him. I was very upset, I think when I took him to the bus station I said if he went I was finished with him I couldn't cope with this, I was hoping he would give in and not go , he didn't, he got out the car and went for the bus. I drove home in tears.
    When I got home I called my daughter and said words t the effect of I had had enough, I couldn't take anymore I was gonna end up topping myself.I was very distressed.
    She called the police, they came and asked me to go for a mental health assessment to the hospital as my daughter was worried I was going to kill myself, I said I wasn't and explained to them what had happened earlier and they asked would I go for the assessment to put my daughters mind at rest , I agreed to do so. I went with the two policemen in the police car to the princess royal hospital for a mental health assessment.
    At the hospital the police checked me in then left.
    I was put on a trolly in the corridor to await a doctor.
    I was a mess I hadn't slept the night before, I hadn't washed that morning , or combed my hair, I weepy, I felt very embarrassed and self-conscious as I lay waiting on the trolly , people passing and looking at me.
    After what seemed a very long time, though it probably wasn't I informed the staff I was leaving I was fine , I was under no obligation to be there I wasn't a risk to my self or anyone else and I was going home. i left and walked the short distance home.
    When I got home I took two of my prescribed tablets for sleeping and went to bed.
    I had been having regular counseling from my doctor since the problems began, I did not take anti depressants I don't like them , I had had them in the past and they had not helped my condition , they made me lethargic , and irritable, I coped with my depression by doing yoga, meditating writing & studying for my degree, I had sleeping tablets for emergencies for when I was really exhausted & couldn't sleep and to help as relaxants for the stress in my shoulders I rarely used them, But o this occasion I just wanted to sleep I felt it would help calm me.
    I went to bed.
    At around 4pm I was awakened by someone at the door.
    I got up went downstairs and answered the door . There were two policemen there. I invited them in.
    I showed them into the living room and put the dog in the kitchen because he has a tendency to sit and stare at strangers looking to get stroked, its distracting.
    I went back to the lounge.
    The one doing the taking ,McIntosh was very confrontational from the offset ,removing a torch that was on my chair next to me from where it was , when I questioned why he said in case I used it as a weapon against them, I asked why would I do that,I had not been aggressive or given any reason for him to think I might be violent, I had no history of incident with police ever, no police record, charge or even warning against me.
    I then said for all you know its like a comfort blanket to me you had no right removing it, I had not been threatening, he said the hospital had sent them and I had to go back as I had left without being discharged . I said no I didn't I was not under any section to be there I had went volentarly and could leave the same way, he said I had to go back to sign out,I said again I didn't have to do anything , and explained I had gone in the first place to put my daughters mind at rest, I didn't need to return, he said I did, I said if they tried to force me to go back it would be kicking and screaming.
    I then explained the circumstances that had caused me to be there, why I was depressed making reference to the letter to Brown Zane lowe ect, there were papers beside me on the table regarding it all which I threw on the floor while explaining saying I wrote all these , McIntosh was continuing to be confrontational , I picked up the paper saying , they were important and put them back on the table, still trying to explain whey I was depressed. I was talking with my hand's and swearing, i swear a lot, particularly when Im wound up, McIntosh said he was going to arrest me for being threatening and abusive, I had not threatened anyone, I had refused to go back to the hospital which I was under no obligation to do, and I can use whatever language I like in my own home, McIntosh stood up and grabbed me by the arm and put my arms behind my back about to cuff me , I kicked him in the shin, with my bare feet , i had got out off bed I had no shoes on. He released me there was more talking to calm me down the other one got me a coffee and a cigarette. I was now sitting at the other side of the room on the sofa McIntosh was at my left, I called him a fascist bastard.  Gurman to my right.
    I was informed I was now being arrested for assaulting a police officer. I knew I had by kicking him, so I agreed to go with them to be charged, but said I wanted to go put out food for the dog and cats as I had never been arrested before and didn't know how long this would take, I also wanted to go put clothes on and have a pee they said I couldn't they would feed the animals, I said they didn't know where anything was, and I had to get dressed anyway,
    I stood up and went to walk toward the living room door and McIntosh grabbed me from behind turning me round and pushing me onto the sofa face down. I had the cup of coffee in 1 hand the cigarette in the other cos I was going to put the cup in the kitchen when i went to feed the animals, the cup flew out my had as did the cigarette. He was pushing my arm up my back to my shoulders twisted I was face down on the couch with his knee in my back screaming with the pain , Gurman continued to sit on the sofa watching as he was dong this I screamed at him to get hm off me he was breaking my arms.  
    Eventually my shoulder clicked and he released me, I stood up and went faint, I arm was limp hanging, They sat me down and I said I was gong to be sick I say down on the carpet still crying I couldn't move my arm, from my shoulder it was limp and painful, I don't if I lost consciousness, Next thing I remember is the paramedics being there and examining my arm my shoulder , but my elbow was really painful too , they put me in a chair and took me by ambulance, I kept saying to them he did this to me, don't leave them in my house, but they did.
    Next thing I remember was being at the hospital I was seen right away, I vaguely remember seeing someone from mental health apparently, but its vague, I remember being x-rayed cos the girl kept asking me to move my elbow and I couldnt , I kept telling her what he done, I was taken to a room with Gurman,to wait for the x-ray result, then Mcintosh came to the corridor and Gurman left the doorway where he'd been standing to go speak to him in the corridor, then he came to the room and said there was nothing wrong wth my arm and they were taking me to the station to charge me. they took me out a back door into a paddy wagon and put me in the back, every bump they went over sent pain through my arm, and every round about seemed to send my sliding off the seat and banged my arm.
    I was then put ina cell where I was left for 19 hours. I was allowed to see the doctor , who said I was fine, and gave me 2 paracitomal.
    At 3pm the next day I was introduced to the duty solicitor who said she wanted my arm photographed which it was, during the interview, someone came in and the tape was stopped the person spoke to the copper interviewing me then they started again, by now my arm was completely disfigured black and really badly swollen, I kept saying this isnt right he did this to e, i want to bring charges. they wouldn't let me . I was told I could request a copy of the tape at any time , at a later date i did I never to this day received a copy.
    I was charged and bailed pending inquiry.
    I had no coat, and was taken home by two police men who were really nice to me , one commented in the car , we'r not like that, don't judge us all the same.
    when I got home I took pictures of my arm.
    I was in shock I think for about a week maybe more...
    I cried a lot, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't sleep for the pain, but the hospital said it wasn't broke so i had no cause to doubt them, so I put up with it. My head was fucked , I couldn't understand what had happened , how it could have happened, it didn't make sense , it was a concern for welfare call , how could this happen on a concern for welfare follow up...
     
    In the weeks that followed before the bail appearance i got a letter from the lawyer,what it said was not accurate and I wrote to tell her , i got no answer , then she didn't turn up the day I was to attend the bail thing at the station, so I sacked her and sought different legal representation. When I went to the bail thing the first time i was told the date had been changed they'd informed my lawyer but not me , nor had she informed me. same second time, both times I said I wanted to make a complaint and each time I was told there was no one available at that time to take my complaint. I was til wearing a sling my arm still wasn't right.
    Eventually I went to the hospital about 6 maybe 8 week later cos things were still not right my arm was misinformed , the treage nurse actually commented on it.
    The doctor x rayed me and said he felt  my elbow had been chipped and referred me for a second opinion, which confirmed these findings. they said their was no need for surgery as it had healed itself.
    I was offered physio , I refused. I could do that myself , they had already let me down by getting the original diagnosis wrong and releasing me into police care on the 7th feb with a chipped elbow , having attended originally on a concern for mental health call, I had no fiath left in them.
    I sought legal representation. I was given a solicitor to pursue the complaint against the police the, solicitor I  asked to take action against the hospital said she would not take the case as I could not win.
     
    This was only the beginning of a very long journey...
    I will write more tomorrow, I can't write anymore about this tonight , what i'v written so far has wakened a lot of sleeping demons I have been trying to keep at rest for 4 years...
     
    TO BE CONTINUED...

Monday, October 14, 2013

Tonight as I write this blog it is with very mixed emotions, mostly unhappy ones, indeed I have left my bed where I'v been most of the day to write it.

I had a doctors appointment this morning, nothing to do with my Mental Health issues, although I suppose in retrospect, everything to do with my Mental health.

Today's appointment was in regard of recent physical health conditions that have been increasingly "coming on top".
I try very hard not to mention when I feel unwell to my daughter, or other family members,(not that I see them or hear from them by and large) as a mental health patient you tend to find that physical health problems tend to be disregarded when your a MH sufferer, often regarded as  laziness, or hypochondria, or self pity,  as a result of this, in my own case, I try to just say nothing although sometimes my mood reflects my being down, and ends up with raised voices accusations or the likes , apparently, according to my daughter I reflect these behaviors every  6weeks or so.
I dont deny she may be right, but nor do I feel I get the support I need from anywhere , and this has been the case for the last 5-6years when my problems began.

The problems began with stress resulting from the financial problems I was having with my social landlord, I won't go through it all again, its logged in my blog, how it began & how it escalated to bring me to where I am now, I cope with the stress, the trauma, triggers & flashbacks to all of that , I believe, fairly well.
Of course I get upset that I was denied justice, I don't deny that, but I don't know what more I can do about  it and I am by and large out of energy to try to find ways, though I try to stay positive, its not easy, my life has been, I feel, taken from me, my career path, my possibility of financial security, so no , its not easy, but I cope and try to move on...
sadly I can't move on, because my memory of it all won't let me, and no matter how many times my family tell me to move on and forget it, I can't, because of both the injustice in relation to the events that caused the crime of violence against my by police , with a duty of care, and all that ensued there after,
my family seem to  have no idea how its feels to live with that from then till now, they have no idea of what I went though emotionally and from the aspects of the bullying and harassment, and unjust treatment  I was subject to, and I would challenge any of them to move on had they gone thru it themselves with none, to little support, particularly from their loved ones
. Don't get me wrong I realize they may find it difficult to talk about  or hear about, but that being the case they should try living with being the person it happened to.
Anyway , I deviate, I never meant to do that...

So, todays appointment was in regard of pains I have been having in my head and other related symptoms that have given me raise for concern regarding the deterioration in my physical health lately.

I should explain I haven't been to the doctors since april, with the same problem, these pains in my neck and back of my head.
At the time I suggested to him I expected it was stress as had been previously been diagnosed for similar pains and he agreed. so I left it at that, mostly because of the way I had been treated by his colleague when I went to register as a new patient and was rushed and made to feel uncomfortable, I had mentioned to her my MH problems & related insomnia witch had been my reason to visit, I don't use meds for my MH, I manage it with alternative therapies, writing, painting ,meditation, & what not, It has to be very bad before I go to the doc for any kind of meds, as my records will reflect, so to get told to get up have a cup of tea if I cant sleep and then try again , is frankly insulting, particularly when I had explained my condition and how I cope , indeed she never even looked at my records , just rushed me out as I had reached my 10minite appointment slot.
 This is not good new patient care, and the reason I have avoided attending, as I have since then, feeling I could cope, which I have, although to be honest having some talk support might have helped here and there, but thats not to be, so thank fuck for social net works and the kindness of the odd stranger now and again to chat to and just vent...
Back to today's appointment, I made it because in recent weeks I have had an increased feeling of exhaustion, more than what I might normally have as a result of a depressive episode, I have been run down as they call it , I had a chest intention which it took me a long time to get over , and I still don't feel completely recovered from that, I have had increased pain in my shoulders neck and the back of my skull, increased headaches more frequently, I am pron to migraine, but this is not like migraine or even tension headaches because it seems to stem from the pressure I feel constantly at the back of my skull, and my left arm is weak, this I tend to ignore as since my elbow was broken by the police I get occasional discomfort in that arm when the weather is bad, but again, this recent sensation in my arm is different its more like a numbness or laziness as opposed to pain.
So I knew I should see a doctor , because hypochondriac MH patient or not, these are, I know serious physical symptoms that could indicate risk of stroke, anurisum , or even brain tumor,
Yes, I realize that that all makes me sound even more like a paronid hypochondriac, but that doesn't deflect from the fact that the symptoms are real and I am correct in my possible prognosis so is-int it the correct thing to get these things checked out, that's what you'd advise someone with these symptoms who didn't have mental health issues, which is what I had to convince myself of in order to make the appointment, so I did.

The doctor was late arriving , my appointment was for 9.15am he arrived at 9.20 and didn't call me through till just after 9.30, so I was already would up as another pacient who arrived after me told me the doc didn't start work till 9.30 so why the fuck give me an appointment for 9.15, I have the slip of paper it was writtin on I had not got the time wrong.
When I entered the room he was looking at the computer which is fine,he may have been checking my history, but when I sat down and he spoke to me , that would have been a good time to at least look at me instead of talking to the screen, which was what he did, i delayed answering him and only then did he turn to look at me, bad start...
I told him about the pains in my head, he took my blood pressure, took him three times to get a accurate reading, it was low, HE never asked f I had normally low BP, I don't , but he never asked, nor did he explain the issues related to hypo tension, , blood pressure. I guess he just presumed I would know, i didn't , not everyone would, he should not have made that presumptions & should have briefed me on some of the problems that can be related to low blood pressure.
Again he said it was probably stress since it had been going on so long, I said I wanted to rule out worse case sinareo since it had been on going so long, he told me if it was a tumor something would have happened b4 now given how long I said i'd had it, but he checked my eyes & ears and gave me an appointment referal card with the hospitals number & told me to phone the hospital & make an appointment for an x-ray,,, it might be some ostio in the neck and shoulders he said we can check it out...
I can't phone till Wednesday I got no credit on my phone and no money till I get paid , but, I never told him that, by then  his behavior, manner, tone and attitude had me so wound up I was no longer taking anything he said in, and forgot to mention the tiredness in my arm, that could indicate stroke ... nor did I ask for pain relief for the pains in my head, he never offered any though I had said how bad it was and that it was interfering with my ability to sleep... so I left, quite upset by his manner if I am honest...
when I realized at 11.45am I hadn't got anything for the pain I nipped back down its only a few doors from where i live  5 minutes, surgery time is 9.30am -12pm apparently, but when I got there at 11.50 & explained to the receptionist  I'd forgot to ask for pain relieve & he hadn't offered any she said he'd left the building & It would have to be tomorrow...
There's little I could say so I left...
& to be honest there is little I can think of to say now... about any of it...

So I shall close this now, and carry on managing and hope its not serious & that I don't have a stroke anytime soon... and that the pains in my head and neck are nothing serious
& just tell mthe arm has gone to sleep, and hope that all is well with my health after all, and my physical symproms are all just in my mind... thought i know damn well they are not... cos the pain in my head & neck & shoulders is so intense that I feel like crying... but I won't do that either ...
I will just manage it all as always ... and carry on...






Wednesday, October 9, 2013

uk social policy & the issues pertaining to Atos

I have tonight completed my Atos form prior to my next assessment, this will be my third assessment since 2005/6ish.
When I had my 1st assessment I didn't fully understand the content of what had been said about me, some of the terminology was not in my vocabulary and additionally I knew nothing about the DSM ,The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, the set of rules, the criteria used for assessing mental conditions, I learned about that in 2006-2008 while studying Helth & socail welfare & socail policy at Wolverhampron university.

http://psychology.about.com/od/psychotherapy/f/faq_dsm.htm

Truth is I don't know what made ask for a copy of my assessment  to be sent to me at that time, i guess it was intuition.
When it arrived I glanced over it and put it away somewhere, it was quite some time later I went back and looked over it, I was infuriated at what had been said , and also at the fact that much of what I had answered had actually been twisted , I can categorically remember the answers I gave at the time, the position I was sitting in the desk, the room, the doctor, I remember these things and although they would be different to how I would answer them now, there is no doubt that they did not align with the assessment made.
As it happened, I was deemed unfit for work at that time, by the time the assessment had come through I had already made the decision to go to university, and made the application.

I had worked in various sectors of care previous to the depressive episode that had stopped me from working & and lead to that 1st assessment.

I have suffered from various mental health problems since I was a child, not all of them diagnosed or recorded. Although there were various health issues that were investigated from childhood that I can now recognise as being related to some of the issues & emotional traumas I experienced.
 I was, as a child deemed to have what was then called lots of nervous energy, I was excitably, also fainted in some situations as a reaction to certain things and my mum once said that a doctor had said I was super sensitive and that was why I reacted in certain ways to certain thing. These days I have no doubt many children like I was are diagnosed with adhd & shoved on Ritalin, I was fortunate, and had a busy programme of activities that I imagine heled not only give my mum a bit of space from me when I was at them but helped me channel my energy gave me interests to occupy my mind.

I have in my life been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa, clinical depression, anxiety and bipolar.
I am neither embarrassed or ashamed of this, although that has not always been the case, I readily admit that I can be very emotional but I have also learned how to wear a mask, that hides what I am feeling behind a smile or sometimes a frown or look of indifference, but indifference has never been something I have mastered , but that's not to say those who see me & don't know me can tell .
Anyway I am going off on a tangent...

I still have that 1st assessment, I keep papers of all sorts of things not always easily found , but I know where they are, I have a filing system of organized ciaos but that suits me, cos its my shit and others don't need to know where I keep my files & records, oh yes, I get paronid but that's relatively new, and to be fair its only paranoia if its proven to be unsubstantiated fears, I don't believe mine are, but I am sure that some others would disagree, of course though it could be suggested that that would be befitting their agenda.

Anyway, that 1st assesment is covered in scribbles from later, when I realised the issue related to what had been said, and the arguments I had against them in relation to the findings, thats imaterial to this blog though.

My next assessment was in 2011, I had to walk 17 miles to it and 17 miles home because my benifits had already been cut and although I had asked that my assessment day be arranged within the days soon after my giro day, it was always sent towards the end of my payment day when I was inevitably skint.
Having cancelled the appointment previously on these grounds I was scared to cancel again in case theY stopped my benefits as they had done before, as it happens at that time I was not getting the full benefit I should have been as a result of errors at the DHSS, but this I was used to, it was an ongoing issue from 2008 , 2007 really, when the issues that had began the problems that had me  be on the sick began, but that another story and irrelevant to this blog.

So I walked 17 miles to my 2end assessment, I have video of the day, including the interview , its on the net, and probably on my blog somewhere, I was about 6 stone at the time, I recently found video of me exercising I had made a few days before in preparation for the long walk I knew lay ahead of me... I look like a skeliton , far from healthy.

It took me 4 hours to walk there it was grooling but a pleasant day weather wise.
 I remember telling the Dr doing the assessment I had walked there & would have to walk back & she said I was fit, I smiled my legs were begining to seize up having sat for an hour for the interview and I had a long walk back, truth was I wasn't sure I'd make it the whole way, I was hoping she might be able to arrange my fare payment home , out of kindness if nothing else, it was , February , the road I had to walk was a rural country rd, no pavements or street lights lots of traffic and articulated lorries,I was not looking forward to it, but she didn't offer to arrange my fare and I didn't ask, I just got on with it , because I knew I had no option, I thought if the worse happens I can phone an ambulance!. I made it , by the last 8 mile it was getting dark, I couldn't feel my finger or toes, my limbs ached  it was dark and I was in tears I collapsed when I got into the house and climbed up to the bathroom to run a bath.
 As it happens I was deemed unfit for work on that occasion too.
 I guess none of that seems relevant to the Atos assessment but it kinda is, because my mental health at the time was fucked, I was coherent, I may have looked fit, but had she seen me without the layers of clothing for the February day I was very undernourished, again as a result of issues I had had with the benefits agency & in relation to my mental health condition because when I am stressed or anxious my eating pattern suffers. I can't eat, I want to but I can't , i force myself to now, but at that time my diet was not healthy as a result of the issues I was having with my benefits I couldn't afford to always eat well, additionally because of the benefits issues I was having it was often a choice of eat or heat for the gas meter and heat generally took precedence, although at that time I generally had gas for about a week of my fortnightly payments and electric till a couple of days before the next payment was due, it was tough times, and all of these issues did not serve to help my recovery from the ongoing issues with depression that in themself had been triggered by errors made by the local housing trust  & council tax when I was a full time student & they had made errors with payments which had gone on throughout the duration of my course plunging me into poverty, not to mention other issues that occurred I believe as a result of me challenging these errors which for over 2 years they denied making, while for 4 years they threatened me with eviction from my home & extorted money from my student loans that I did not own them. but that's by the by... lets move on to this bloody Atos assessment form I filled out tonight.

As I read through the form I could not help wonder what box ticking imbecile comes up with these pish stupid assessment questions that serve little purpose but box ticking nor reflect an iota of sense, not only in relation to mental health assessment but physical health assessment.
Before I discuss the points relating to social policy in relation to these assessments in relation to health & socail welfare I will briefly cover some of the questions in the assessment form that we fill in prior to our medical.

 Questions begin on page 3 requesting a phone number to to arrange a suitable date for appointmet.
this is flawed on  grounds.
1, Not all those who will be assessed are able to use a phone a result of their oral auditory or other physical physical disabilities
2 Therefore this means a third party or primary carer needs to be available to take the call. This impedes on the carers time & is not always a convenient form of communication to address appointment arrangements ie  a carer whose number may be given may not always have to hand the times and days available to the person being whose appointment is being made to concur other medical  appointments that need to be considered when organizing a suitable time in the best interest of the patient, so this is time wasting as well as an imposition.
What is wrong with the normal mode of written communication for organizing appointment which allows for unexpected incidents that may arise that may mean appointment date needs to be changed/reorganized, why is the usual mode of appointment for DHSS or NHS appointment making not being used, question is surplus to requirements and impractical.
 next...

Tell us about any times or date in the next 3 months when you cannot go to a face to face appointment.
People with health problems be they physical or mental cannot always plan issues related to their health 3 months in advance.
IE, if someone suffers from epilepsy they cannot tell you if three week on Tuesday they are going to have a serious seziure that may affect their well being that day or in the days following rendering them unable to leave their home or indeed their beds that day.
Likewise someone who suffers from clinical depression or bipolar cannot plan when they may have an episode that affect their ability to function or indeed comunicate on any given date.
 The practicalities of forward planning can and do apply to people with disabilities in regard of transportation and arranging accompaniment however this can and is often subject to their health condition, yes in some cases appointment may have to be cancelled at the last minute and rearranged as a result of this however the practicalities of requesting 3 month prior notification of someones life is an imposition and impractical from a medical assessment prospective. 
It is better to offer the appointment in advance by written communication and allow the patient to change it necessary in advance if appropriate additionally to ask the patent for their dairy of appointments 3 months in advance could be regarded as intrusive question is impractical & question is surplus to requirements and impractical.

page 6 asks about out patient treatments the patient is having & overnight stay as well as if pacients health issues are linked to drug or substance misuse.
however page 4 asks about patients doctors and one would expect that the patients medical history is already subject of record pertaining to the patients condition that are held by DHSS & patients reason for being in receipt of benefits  additionally one would expect that in order to assess condition, medical records are examined and therefore the question is surplus to questionnaire requirements additionally these are questions that should be discussed at medical assessment and do not need to be box ticked on questionnaire as the info should already be held by ATOS.& DHSS.

Part 1  physical functions  a set of very specific questions related to distance weights and abilities however, with physical disabilities although some cases & conditions may be subject of constistancy, many more conditions are not.
ie someone with rumotiod arthritis or osteoporosis  may be able to do things one day they can't on another, many physical health conditions are not the same everyday and the pain threshold and ability to do things  may vary considerably and fluctuate so the question are impractical  and in efficient for assessment purpose in questionnaire.

part 2 Mental cognative & intellectual function  Again questions deal with a set of specific  questions related to day to day living. Although there may be some conditions that can be subject of permanent
  behavior traits or abilities many more mental health conditions can't be.
As I explained before many conditions particular those related to mental health ie depressive episodes or manic highs or lows are not predicable , nor can anxiety attacks or conditions related to PTS that may see the patient fine for an unspecified short or long period but can be trigger unexpectedly at any given time. Further more the fact that these questions are preresented as multiply choice is just ridiculous and had no relevance as how this can be assessed .
Additionally these are all questions related to information that should already be included in the patients medical & DHSS records which are subject of the medical practitioner who actually knows them best and deals with then on a regular basis & is therfore familuar with their condition.

This is where the question of Atos becomes an issue of considerable waste in relation to public funds.

 Atos is I believe an insult to the NHS and is surplus to DHSS requirements.
It is my contention that when assessing a patients stability to be in receipt of benefits on medical grounds it is a question for their MD and indeed any specialist from the medical profession who has been directly dealing with their case.
A persons medical history is subject to record and it is both impractical and improper to have an Atos health professional assess their suitability based on a inefficient set of questions on a questionnaire and 1 hour or less, face to face interaction with the patient which the Atos assessor can then override the prognosis or diagnosis that has been recorded by their MD and regular care practitioners who know their condition & their case history best through regular interaction and assessment which should be being monitored by their doctors if they have an ongoing medical condition.

Further more the procedures and policy that are being used by Atos has been shown to have negative impact on the health of many patients and this in turn, in the long term does not save money but cost more and lifes.

There is no procedure or polices  in place and working that actually supports those being assessed as fit for work who loose benefits to support them through the transitional period financially or even practically to ease them back into work , although there is a fascist proposal by government that people will earn or learn.
There has been no consideration that when their benefits are cut and they prepare to try and find work that the financial strain that is imposed on then makes them vulnerable to financial distress and indeed may plunge them into debt or homelessness, their has been no consideration to the fact that many of these people have tightened their belts as best they can to manage on whats coming in despite inflation, rising costs of gas electric & the food they put on the table & the loss of benefits has a serious impact on not just their financial distress but their mental health & well being which impacts on their families and children's health and welfare as they try to cope with the consequences of these issues.

In addition the proposed earn or learn policy fails to address that for some people who will be forced into inappropriate jobs because they have no option the enviroment in which they are forced to work may inflame their health condition it is not always congenial for people to work in some situations but people will be forced to , additionally, might I suggest forcing people to do jobs they have no interest in does not pertain to getting the best performance from them.

Furthermore the phalicy that people don't want to work is a myth created by government , sure their may be some who don't but the vast majority of people do , but they also want a fair living wage for a fair days work.

The vast majority who of people who are on disability or other benefits as a result of health conditions are not on them by choice, they are on them because their health conditions whither physical or mental have rendered them unable to work.
Many, most,would like to work, and would, where the correct support mechanisms both financially and suitable to their health conditions available to them to do so,but they are not, not because of any fault of their own but as a result of government failure, as a result of government cuts to many of the services that would help some of those, with some conditions, that could be better addressed, back to work,
 but not by force, because the government has fucked up the economy and jobs market and need to make cuts and pick on the most vulnerable, which is what is presently happening though the incompetent impractical and frankly , damaging policies and procedures being implemented by the present UK government.