Thursday, May 1, 2014

my Bealtaine Belfire 1st may 2014

This is just a quick blog kinda random blog to explain somethin that is the kind of thing that oftimes gets me labeled crazy or eccentric or mad ...
but i wanna share it so I will...

Over the last 6 years i have had many bonfires, in my garden , in my log burner , it helps me meditate...
i like to watch the flames dance...

I have seen many things in the flames, i have thousand of photographes, i mean literarly thousands !!

I'v seen things that have filled me with fear, horror, terror, wonderment, anticipation & a whole range of other emotions...
I don't know if their visions... premonitions...
perhaps, yes I think the possibly quite probably are...

In the begining it was a kinda scarey thing to experiance & get my head round...
I thought i was going crazy at times, halusinations... imagination...
but I know, i believe that not to be the case...
it took me a while to accept that...
many won't many will just say "nutter"...
thats okay though, they are entitled to their opinion...

I don't have a religion , but i am a spiritual person I embrase the universe & in keeping  celebrate many of the old ways from different cultures around the world...
in my own way ... unformal  i pay  trubute & homage to the ppl of days gone by & the universe in all its awe, infinity & wonder...

Anyway , tonight i lite my bel fire... & for the 1st time I saw something that for all the things I have seen & felt ...
filled me with an emotion I can't explain, well, not completly...
but it washed over me, & thru with a joy, contentness, a sense of optimison, love &  peace ...
& on a day that celebrates the coming of life & fertility to the world in the tradition of my ancestors it felt extra special, on such a beauiful night,  an honor, for me to see it ,experiance it, a great sence of connection with everything bigger than all of us mortals so I had to share it...
 my little picture of a heart in the ashes of my belfire...